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Why is it i blog when there's something else I should be doing? I should be sleeping, but I want to blog. My mind is running away and leaving me behind. Good news! it's the LAST week i'll ever have undergrad. It's a bittersweet moment in my life. I love school, but I'm ready to be done.

It is nice and cold and wet outside. I LOVE this kind of weather. It doesn't happen here much at all.... I actually saw snow! *gasp* I took time to embrace the precipitation and slowly walk to my car from the exit of Target. I love snow.

It was definitely a needed break from work. I work for my dad's business partner as a nanny/babysitter for some former CPS kids. I love these kids (affectionately nicknamed "rodents" with the Ferret, Squirrel, and Mouse) and I dislike these kids all at the same time. The Squirrel and Mouse are both 16 and Ferret is 15. Today was not a good day. Ferret was hyper, I was "stressed" and the Squirrel accused practically everyone of taking her flash drive. "Give me the phone so i can call mom and ask her about it!" she demanded of me. Uh, No. First of all, i was talking to my boyfriend. Second of all, last time I let her borrow the phone, i got REALLY mad. 30 minutes later, after yelling at her for five and getting back on the phone with B, she finds it... in her back pocket. I tried to tell her to calm down (and it would've been ironic had i been yelling at her, but by this point i was too tired to yell)

The Ferret told me his homework was at school. If he doesn't do this homework, he's not going on the retreat this weekend. To top it off, when I asked him to do something, he refused. An hour later when i received a text from his mom, he decided to do it.

And the Mouse wanted something from her mom's office for homework that is due in TWO WEEKS!!! i was never that on top of things in high school! Personally, i think it's ridiculous that she wanted to be finished with it tonight. I can understand being done early, but two weeks is approaching overachiever in my opinion.

It wasn't easy being with them tonight. I did manage to do some studying, but I kept thinking of everything i have to do tomorrow.... A presentation for my final in one class, a presentation in another as a part of my paper, and catching up on all this homework, which i can't do without the software which i only have access to at the library. It's going to be a long couple of days, just sayin.

Anyways, I should go to bed. so goodnight